Maybe my posts this year will collectively give me a better picture of who I really am. Ha, the reason behind that is simple, you know those people who think they are “A” but are really “B”? Yeah, the delusional ones we make fun of? Well, I think it’s time that I confess that I don’t have a clue of who I am either.
It’s a combination of all sorts of problems, but “too much” is the common thread of it all. ”Too much” talking, “too much” doing, “too much” listening and learning from everyone else but myself. It’s high time I pay attention to myself “too much”. That’s the problem with being 25. I’m running around doing school, work, travel, love, career, relationship, “growing up” to pay my own bills, have good neighbors…I’m constantly asking myself “what’s next” that I’m completely out of tune with what I really want. Instead of my daily ritual of eating to the sound of the tv because it’s convenient, I know what I really want is to slow down and really enjoy my meal with music. Delightfully followed with a walk. Maybe with my boyfriend.
The point is: 2011 is going to be my year. By updating this tumblr as much as I can, I will learn more about myself, be 26 and amazing by 2012. Cheers to everyone else on the same quest.